I have not posted anything for a while, but today I just have to express how happy I am. Finally Spanish football team is here(!) in Tallinn and those gorgeous boys are playing against my country...It is gonna be so embarrassing, the hole world is gonna see how bad Estonian football team is.. :D But who cares, spanish boys are here! :D My main hope is that we won't lose  0 - 5 or by more. Everything less then 0 - 5 loss is good, because like.. hello, we are talking about estonians :P  okay, i'll stop badmouthing our team, but still I am so gonna betray my country and be on Spain side  :)

Last 4 days I spent in the mountains in the middle of a forest! It was so ... fun.  I usually dislike forests, because I don't like bugs but there were no bugs and  there was not only 1 lake, but 2 lakes! Water was so warm and people were so fun. I went there because my fathers workplace had organized a summer trip for everyone who works there and all families were invited. I took part of their summer trip last year too, but then it was boring, so I didn't expect anything fun from this year, but it was. And it was fun manly because I  had an accident -> I stepped into a hole in the ground. It wasn't very deep, but there were rocks there and I twisted my ankle and other leg got really badly hurt too. And it happened at the first night! At first I was mad and devastated, because I was so in the mood for dancing and having fun, but because my left leg was bandaged and my right leg was covered with one huge patch and I wasn't able to step on one of my legs so  I also couldn't dance, but instead I got so much attention. People came over and asked what happened and offered their help. Then people started gathering around me and quite soon there was a bunch of people around me, all talking and making jokes. And everyone were so friendly I really got to know some of those persons. And thanks to them I had a better time I could have wished for. What a four days!  When I went there I didn't know anyone besides my family, but now I know next year I will definitely go, because I will already have connections there.

Trip was also exhausting and I am so so tired. I know it is at the middle of the day, but I am so gonna crawl into a bed and not wake up until dinner time :D

My suggestion: Go on trips and vacations even when you think it is gonna be boring and you know You don't know anyone there. Thing can turn out so fun ;)
 

Yesterday I went to watch Mamma mia. At first I thought that it is gonna be stupid , but I liked it. It was funny and crazy. Actually it was over the top. 

From 9 pm until 3 am is my favorite time of the day.  I am always so full of energy and ready to something fun. Even if my day has been very intence and full of work, when clock hits 9 pm, then I turn happy. I just am a night time person.

I read this morning about what happened to Wes sister. I feel sad. I feel so sorry for him. He has now lost 2 family members in one year and that must be hard. I hope he stays strong. Losing someone in your family is horrible.

 The place I call home isn't where I live now. Or where I have lived before, because I have not yet found my home. I know it is somewhere, but I just have to find it. I have to find that place where I feel complite and happy, where I feel secure and peaceful. Most people say that where are their parents is their home. I do feel good being at my parents house, but I know somewhere in this world I could be even happier.

Okay, today was.. different. I went with my mom and aunt to a outdoor cafe. So we talked and just drank tea. Somehow the conversation started to drift on smoking and mu aunt suddenly remembered that she had to buy herself a new ash tray, and she wasn't very keen on the idea, because she says it is so hard to find a nice ash tray (I don't get it. Who cares what your ash tray looks like. You don't have to put it on a display.. : / ). 

It is officially the most rainy day of this summer. I have never seen such a awful weather. And do you believe it , I had to go outside, with that kind a weather (!). Crazy, isn't it ?!

Wow, that is all I can say. The curse is broken.(!) I know, that is silly but I so belived, that I am a cursed person. At first I supporter Portugal for Euro 2008. I told everyone that Portugal is gonna win and what happened? Germany beat Portugal and my dream was shattered.  Okei,then  I thought that Netherlands is also good, and because I think  van der Sar is an amazing GK I decided to support then them for Euro 2008. Again, I told everyone who bared to listen me, that Netherlands is gonna win the game against Russia - but of course No, they lost. After that I was so sure, that who ever I support is gonna lose, so I decided to keep my mouth shut about who I want to win in Spain - Italy game. I didn't tell no one that I supported Spain and that worked. Spain won!  It is so stupid to be so superstitious but I couldn't help it. But now I don't know what to think. The main thing is that at least one team that i like, got to the semi finals.

Oh, Did David Villa play well in that game or not? I think that he was on of  Spain top players that evening. The best player of that evening of course was Spain goalkeeper Iker Casillas.

And Luis Aragones , Spain coach looked kind a sick. Like he is gonna have an stroke. I was a bit scared for him, but lets hope he is all right.